shhhh.

there are times i can actually feel myself slipping to where i stress and measure and compare to see if i'm living up to what i think other people want me to be... and then i remember i'm only accountable to HIM. this is the persistent struggle between my flesh and my soul. i don't like the back and forth. i don't like the measuring up because i fail so miserably at it in my mind. i like the part where HE says, "little one, what is all this? SHhh. look in my eyes and not in theirs." i want to stay in that part.